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㋛☠☃
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beer
cigarette
cigarette cigarette cigarette
ill be ur little baby
cradle me feed me that cigarette
beer
cigarette
cigarette cigarette cigarette
wrap me in flower blanket
plz feed me that beer and that cigarette
mediation on death
cause death is the same as life
expressing the love that i feel in my heart
i just wanna treat you right
just wanna make you feel nice
covered in crystals they think that its ice
only thing i eat is rice
in your eyes i see the light
shining so bright
sipping on skrrp all night
snorting skrrp smoking skrrp skrrp
cuddling til we see morning light
chemicals up in me
skrrp in my eyes i can see
skrrp in my nostrils
while sublimating skrrp
i offer to roll up a skrrp
they ask if i go to skrrp college
i mean i guess i like to skrrp
skrrpn out skrrp thats the true knowledge
essencelessness of all things
when you feed me that skrrparette
it feels like true love when youre holding me tight
pretty please feed me that skrrparette
essencelessness of all things
when you feed me that skrrp & that skrrparette
feeling the warmth of your breath on my neck
no longer do i feel depressed
if time isnt real then this moment with you is as eternal as life & death
i view you as part of myself
so even when i am alone i feel blessed
beer
cigarette
cigarette cigarette cigarette
ill be ur little baby
cradle me feed me that cigarette
beer
cigarette
cigarette cigarette cigarette
wrap me in flower blanket
plz feed me that beer and that cigarette
yes i feel pain
yes i feel pain
but its okay
but its okay
yes i feel pain
yes i feel pain
but its okay
but its okay
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looking at my feet
thinking bout the stars
baby u remain on my mind even when were far
but when i call u baby that dont meant that u r
mine
cuz u r ur own
i love u as u r
eyes on my toes
kratom in my cup
time 2 retreat from the shit thats fucked up
all of societies false lies that locked our minds up
ii wish that ii could cry
but she told me 2 shut up
she told me b a man
but ii dont understand
how 2 make them understand
is this gods plan?
does god even exist?
ii dont know
damn
but i trust the universe
so baby hold my hand
baby lick my ear
the one that cant hear
every time i kiss u
ii eliminate fear
of all the darkness that is enshrouding u is not u
ur essence radiates pure light ive felt it while around u
hand turns blue
transcending dimensions
thru the buzz of broken speaker
probably should mention
that ii like noise music
& ii make it 2
& when i put out art
its bc ii lovv u
&n when ii say u
u know ii mean the universe
waking up sometimes
ii feel this pain inside it truly hurts
but ii trust the lovv of those around me
my beautiful friends & family
1 million
and counting
that shit was a metaphor
but ii think its better 4
conveying how happy i feel to-
fuck i dont even know what 2 say ii just wanna convey 2 each & every 1 of u that u r beautiful beings of lovv & light & the light is not white it just is
staring in ur eyes
this is where i wanna b
bare flesh touching flesh
cacti in proximity
ii dont wanna make u
my girlfriend
ii dont wanna make u
mine
emotions
feeling
like a whirlwind
just wanna hang w u
& spend time
b free
b free
b free
b free
and when u
see me
cover me in pink
forever
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they say dont trust the snakes but im the grass
i could say how i feel but i just laugh
i dont know why i let these moments pass
i could say how i feel but i just laugh
address emotions that i feel but pass
they say dont hate the things that make you laugh
they say dont hate the things that make you sad
even if you love me im still sad
i could put my feelings for you on a graph
but if i told you what i thought of you it'd probly dissipate
no matter what i do im still sad
euphoria when i see you laugh
euphoria when i see you sad
shawty wanna make u alichen
id lichen this relationship 2 last
maybe its okay to be sad
maybe the sadness can make you glad
and maybe that euphoria i see when i look in your eyes
is everything that im supposed to have
maybe this reality can have
a purpose while we coexist n dab
n maybe all the unvierse that we feel inside
is me and you and were supposed to be have
poison me
poison me
poetry
poetry
maybe youre a snake but its okay
maybe i love snakes
how do i
how do i
tell you
i love you
i could say how i feel but i just laugh
i dont know why i let these moments pass
shawty wanna make u my licchen
around u my senses feel heightened
around u my soul feels like lightning
time spent with u is so exciting
ill be
the algae
to ur fungi
=
they say dont trust the snakes but im still sad
id lichen these feelings to never pass
shawty wanna make u a lichen
maybe the sadness can make u glad
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rokket ship!
rokket ship!
meet me in the rokket ship!
now the rokkets burning so i feel like i b talkin shit
rokket ship!
rokket ship!
meet me in the rokket ship!
now the rokkets burning so i feel like i b talkin shit
ii remember when ii met u wrapped in a blanket
couldn't see yr body but yr eyes had me excited
lets go stick our faces in the dirt don't try 2 fight it
wooden sword up in my hand im feelin all this lightning
rhyming
repeating
emotions r bleeding
every day imm slicing my blade
fighting all these demons
they b tryna steal my energy even when imm dreaming
but i don't give a fukk
ii just keep stretching and breathing
screaming
screaming
ur lovv got me fiending
crying
crying
emotions releasing
devotion 2 reason
but reasons unfulfilling
so ii switched 2 intuition
this life is so thrilling
rokket ship!
rokket ship!
meet me in the rokket ship!
now the rokkets burning so i feel like i b talkin shit
rokket ship!
rokket ship!
meet me in the rokket ship!
now the rokkets burning so i feel like i b talkin shit
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kilogram of mawwlee SKRRP!
i think im rick doblin
prettyboy aloe
smokin all the green goblin
off a .3
now my ♡ chakra throbbinn
aloe Boyz tha movement
posi squad mobbin
every day i wake up sobbin
but im not sad
emotional clique came thru
w that hot swagg
rollin off that pure
suddenly life is not bad
and if u tryna cop
my plug heather prolly got that
reality is fake
like the leather worn by vegans
so i take entheogens and then proceed 2 see
in2 my own soul so i can face my demons
universal lovv the only thing that i believe in
rollin w a female
boi i think im shuglin
ceo of money gang
so my wallets bulgin
spending all these racks
like i aint got no budget
these haters talkin smack
but i aint w that fukkshit
dont fukk w aloe like erectile dysfunction
always meditating tryna achieve a state of nothingness
so my mind can break free from corruption
sublimator only thing that aloe b puffin
aloe got the swag
aloe got the swaggg (swaggr)
all natural but i still take dabz
aloe got the swag
aloe got that swagggg (swaggrrr)
all natural but i still take dabz ;)
all natural but im still of tha shatter
laughing cause they think the physical world matters
they saying that im mad
but aloe be that hatter
love in my ♡
yet every day i feel sadder
why?
Why?
do i still feel the urge to cry?
to cry?
sometimes i lose the will 2 b alive
alive
but in the end its all gon b alright
alright
kilogram of mawwlleee SKRRP!
i think im rick doblin
prettyboy aloe smokin all the green goblin
off a .3
now my ♡ chakra throbbin
aloe Boyz tha movement
posi swquad mobbinn
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ii just met a grl last weekend
fell in lovv
but it mighta been the [cocaine]
she told me
"lets hang out in Miami"
everybody telling me she got a boyfriend
i dont give a fuck, no...
no, no... no, no, no, no/\..\\\.. no no
ii don't give a fuck, no...
no, no, no no no no no...
ii wish
ii did
y do i do this every time?
create a love in my own mind
i just enjoy all the time we spend
sitting
and
laughing
and
talking
about ideas
from another galaxy
universe
u make me feeeelll like iiii ammmm
traannsceenndddinngggg
this love is neverrrr
endingggg
these feeelings r not pending
always flowing in motion
open
out while I'm smoking
emotions(?)
dripppinggg
pourringgg
COMING OUT MY CHEST
THIS IS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE
ill tell u all the rest by the end of his song
i do not care
ill sing it all night
because
emotions
r fucking cool
vulnerability is getting popular
so lovv all the haters
who said i would not make it
pursuing dreams
from above
on pluto
where i was born
even in my eyes on all the cocaine
staring in yr eyes
i think i is
the
thing
that i
feel
true love
radiates
& the planets align
&the stars r aligned
& i feel so alive
yes i feel so ALIVE
iiiiii
feeeeelllll
ssoooooooo
allliivvveeeeeee
in the
full moon
[when im railing those lines of cocaine]
i don't know y
i
always
do this
,make up ideas in my mind
it
doesn't
have 2 b
tru lovv
or soulmate
wecould just
hold handz
&go on a date
we
can smile
&laugh
&look
@thecloudz
&think about what
the
meaning of life
is
about
just
wanna
have
a good time
enjoy
the
moment
like we have no
other
is
that
2 mucg 2 ask 4/?
i
just
wanna
bask in the
sun
don't ask
4 more
bc
everything
we
have
rn
is
all
we
need
so
i
roll
another
spliff
wif
the
w33d
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sippin on that
sippin on that
sippin on that
kratom out tha baby bottle
sippin on that kratom
out the baby bottle
like i need drugz
i don't rlly need that shit
only thing
that i need
is
love
need a hug
from all of those
around
me
never
frowning
always
drowning
in
happiness
i
glady roll that spliff
&passthatshit
lightitup
rollanothergram
offthatshittheydonknowwhoiam
camewiththeshitsandicamelikethatclam
they see me
and they
think
im that clam
but
i am
a
snail
in my
shell
u couldn't tell
i came outta
hell
damn
this is off the dome
words off the fucking phone
off home
i don't know
i be off alone
i got the cops on me & theyre not alone
im offerin my help
but they don't want it
no
ii don't need u
but ii wannnaa b wif u
every day
i
sip
my
kratom
out the baby bottle
i
really don't
need
u
that
don't mean i don't
wanna
walk & hold hands
cuz
ido
every day
i
feel
so muc
every day
i
try 2
stop it
but
its
not
enough
every day
i
just
roll
another
blunt
its
not
enough
but
its
always
enough
its
always
enough
every
day
i
pray
2
god
i
stay
high
universe
hit
a
lick
on
me
but
its
ok
i
still
love
cuz
when
i
look
in
yr
eyes
the
material
doesn't
matter
no
nothing
matters
at
all
~*random lit mumbly screamy voice*~
e v e r y thing
m a t t e r s
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strwbry fldz 4ever
strwbry folds 4ever
I fell in love in December
feel like I'll love u forever
riding round strwbry fldz
feeling like nothing is real
u don't understand post-modernism
my music comes from the heart
im not even rlly sad its only for my art
ļ̶͚̰̻͉̘̩͎̞̫̬̠͑͐̽̓̍͋͛̾͝e̷͖̥͙̹̖̪͋͊͘ņ̸̧͈̺̞͚͙̱͉̬̹͉̻̯̭̀̽́̑̓̎̕͠ņ̷̜̬͙̲̱̖̼̜̳̭̫̕͠ơ̶̭̥͎̠̦̘͚̽̽́͋̏̀͋͐́̔̀̏̕n̶̺͉͕̹̹̪̬̫̹͜͝ ̴͈̦̇́͛̾͗̒̉s̷̯̥̘̖̦̘̖͇̥͎͚̠̺̘̎̏̓̚a̷̛̛̗̝͇͉͕͒̌̆̾̊̏̀̆͝i̵̮͖̻̘̟̖̠̤̰̫̓̀̀̎̀͒d̵͉̤͙̙͍̱̲͈͇̄͂̒̎̾̕͘̚ͅ ̸̪̳̜̗̭̜̲̥̭͑̓̈̍̈́͒̃̐̍̀̒̚͘p̷̦͓͔̼͈̬͎͎̲̓̆̈̾͐͗̑̀̓͜͠à̶̡̘̳̣̙̘͙̱̦̫̓̽̄̇̇͝ͅṣ̸̑́̄͒́̀͒̈́̆̂̚͝͝ş̵͓͙̘̖̼̣̼̟̬̳̱̆͑̏ ̷̣̤͖̺̻̺͔̮͎̄͒́̾̋̏̈́͌͛͘̕̚̕͘̚͜m̴̢̫̯̱̙̯̻̰͖͙̓̋͜ͅȇ̷̞͙̫̹̄̂̔͌͛͆̇͋̀͘ͅ ̷̛̤̠̳̣̯̖͓̄̂̑̓̎̕͠t̴͕͈̠͙̲̪̒͐̾̍̕͝h̵̢͎̦̭̺̲̝͎̻̬̃̈́͊͂͒̔̏̍͘͝͝͝͝ë̸͇̣̖̼̬̖͓͖̗͈̪̙̳̀̽̇́̓͋͆̅̆͠ ̷͇̭͎̝̦̟͍̬̣͎̜̌̓̾͝ḳ̸̭͓̖̗̯͂̈́͑̍̇̚
strwbry fldz finesse forever
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Mixing Tha Kratom Like Im Berler
TAKE A SIPP TAKE A SIPP
Mixing Tha Kratom Like Im Berler
TAKE A SIPP TAKE A SIPP
litty
rarey
litty
rarey
flexxin @ the gas station feeling like a fairy
assert yr humanity
lovv it when u call me zachary
my emojis convey what my word can not
my heart been melt
do u still accept ur decisions once the feeling is gone?
should they be allowed to tell u whats considered right or wrong?
what if theyre right?
if there was such a thing as right or wrong should they b allowed to tell u?
is it only wrong if it hurts others?
is it wrong to hurt yrself?
l
she fluent in emoji yuhh
she might be the one
skrrpy came thru w berler yuhh
smoking on honey backwoods
she a emoji princess yuhh
she a emoji queen yuhh
skrrpy came thru berlerworld
rollin all the honey backwoods
what if today i chose to stop being addicted to fear? what if i embraced the infinite unknown? what if i thought that everything in this moment is really truly okay as it is? what if i stopped seeking? what if i submitted to love? what if?
what if? what if?
mixing kratom like im berler
take a sipp take a sipp
what if? what if? what if?
mixing kratom like a berler
take a sipp take a sipp
litty
rarey
litty
rarey
flexxin @ the gas station feeling like a fairy
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she make me feel
like
she venus
all
of
her
ideas
are
genius
i feel like i am aesclepius
h8rz
b
lakkin
dey
shleepius
laying in hammocks
we cuddling smuggling
feelings once troubled
when kept inside
but now
feeling
the love
as
their
released
&fear now
ceases
while
pure state of
being
arises
desires
arrive
as the lies
unwind
once searched for
bbut now
finding
in state of pure
spacelessness
timelessness
rhyming loose
strings of words
loosely
connected by ideas
unheard
of
by
ppl or humans
concerned by
everything im doing
still
fluently pursuing
units of
light
in
the
sky
laughin cuz
its
humourous
doin shit
clueless
perfumes off that
spliff
Yoshi rollz
like a rasta
impostas
get caught
in
the
fire
of
truth
cuz
the
sun
shinin
down
on the
snow
from the
city of
blow
(i need u)
(i need u)
(in my life)
all we know
tryna do
what i can
2
overcome
all tha pain
& trauma
frm
hardships
exposed
2
as
a child
but
is
now
the
past
while
i
grow
"305
til
i
die
tryna
find
shade"
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😇☠️😇☠️😇☠️
infiltrate my heart
set my soul on fire
intertwined even when we r apart
fullfillment of mutual desire
😇☠️
hold you close
hearts beat fast
whisper i love you in yr ear
as sweat moves pastskin feels soft
as our chi intertwines
total union
of the soul and the mind
the mind and the body
the soul and the heart
our bodies make art
we can't bee pulled apart
lips touch
i moan as u kiss my whole faceu
while i likk yr body all over the place
yr tongye on my chest
the moments eternal
your warm spit down my throat
ive known you forevyer
we were made in
the image of god
weve existed since
the beginning of time
😇☠️
infiltrate my heart
set my soul on fireu
intertwined even when we r apart
fullfillment of mutual desire
😇☠️
bodies interact on the physical plane
whil interdimensional energies
play games
union awareness of pure state of being
as u pull me close
look in yr eyes im seeingf
the reason why we exist
it might be
that time
is just in our mind
but its still
so beautiful
to me that
we have this
human life
and we are
born
and we die
and i can
spend the time
thinking about
when i will die
holding your hand
in
the grass while i cry
because we can share
these moments whil a live
getting high sometimes
asking why
never know
its ok
i will die
but im happy so i still smile
yeah im happy soo i stilll smileeeee
😇☠️
yr tongye on my chest
the moments eternal
your warm spit down my throat
ive known you forever
we were made in
the image of god
weve existed since
the beginning of time
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sometimes i feel sad but i still love
sometimes i feel sad but i still (love)
they might say its from the drugs
but i know its from the heart
blessed by the universe
its always enough
even when i feel sad i still love
chillin with my friends rollin blunts
they askin me the reason why i lovv
its because the universe always enough
they ask me why i be this way
its just how i vibe
sippin on capri sun
shit keeps me alive
sometimes i ask myself the reasons why we die?
sometimes i ask myself while lookin at the sky
look in to the plants and i feel love
look you in2 yr eyes when were on drugs
look into the mirror
and i see my soul divine
even when i feel sad i still love
think about you when i look up at the moon
i know one day we'll be together
but not soon
cuz i been grindin hard
learning about myself
learning how to love
while acquiring some wealth
reflecting on every single feeling ive ever felt
reflecting on the things you told me said i couldnt help
reflecting on the times we layed down and watched the moon
eternity was in the stars
forever was too soon
i never thought those days would ever end but now were here
we might be together
but not soon
sometimes i feel sad but i still love
sometimes i feel sad but ji still (love)
they might say its from the drugs
but i know its from the heart
blessed by the universe
its always enough
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depressed teen in lovv
cummin thru wit tha swag
complain abt my problems
& ii blame them on my dad
rap abt bein sad
& iim goodwill clad
ima yin yang skrrp
balance tha good wif that bad
walking contradiction
wordly like Charles dickenz
got tha world 2 put my dikk in
so u know im causing friction
raps r nonfiction
2day my gf got arrested
& im trying 2 develop
but my mind is so congested
right now it seems like grass
would b something 2 invest in
but that made this in the first place
so the circles never ending
we all made this in the first place
we don't have a solution
smoking cigarettes
our lives r diy pollution
toking our regrets
& avoiding institutions
a lot of days it seems like deaths the only resolution
just a kid in need of answers
I'm never growing up but
suicides romantic when u think that ur life sucks
I always feel like throwing up
my life makes me sic
my friend has cancer
im complaining
I'm such a piece of shitt
my existence is a cancer
all i do is cause pain
sulkin in my miseries all day pretending I'm insane
I should get hit by a train
but in reality I'm freightened
doing psychedelics 2 pretend that im enlightened
escaping realityss the only thing I find exciting
I think that im senseless
so ii need my sense heightened
defenseless in this war inside my head that I'm fighting
suicidal tendencies
these loose screws need some tightening
just want 4evr 2 b real
Mollie teach me how 2 feel
cessie teach me how 2 lovv
mother teach me how 2 heal
new year in a hospital
my broken soul needs mending
tell u I love u in a text
but bad reception its still sending
motivation pending
drug use nvr ending
abusing myself
so my emotions need attending
my devotions nvr ending
cuz baby yr the world 2 me
Francesca Galliano know that ur the only grl 4 me
happiness is a place on earth
where u can b w me
and when I close my eyes
and then I open & yr what I see
committing truancy
doing anything 2 see yr face
baby truthfully it feels like yr my saving grace
&I don't believe in god
but I do believe in love
so lets go 2 outer space
cuz its the only place above
ii just wanna go far
2 b somewhere in the distance
so lets stargaze til the end of our days
&lovv existence]]]]
love
existence
unity
of
existence
i
love
u
so
much
even
tho
it
hurtz
[obvioushly]
[skrrp]
[the rariest]
[skrrp]
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ii can't explain
it makes me happy~~~~~~~
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anything is possible
lying is limitless
consciously omniscient
but never sentient
omnipotent
living with the breeze
I never finish sentences in a moment
essence remains
but lacking the luster of daddys beard
I can never see fear
because I bleed love
I never need tears
since the moment I found drugs
but if everything in universe is matter call it substance
abundantly bluffin
when i say that its not nothin
and if matter is nvr created nor destroyed
then theres no end
experience eternity
with you forever friend
& if truth is universal then does anything even matter?
everything created & destroyed its all just swaggr
its all just swaggr
its all just love
love is more
than doing drugs
did all the love
once did the drugs
infinity
is just a pug
∞
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when ii was 13 I sold my soul
& gave the money 2 charity
sublimator bowl used 2 b my only clarity
but now im takin control
of things that have been scarin me
fear of the unknown
that resulted in heresy
apparently
I am inherently
everything I claimed 2 hate
life was always fair 2 me
but I was still sad still sad
everything I used 2 hate within myself
blamed on my dad
but now im almost 20
& ii still wake up in tears
its time 2 take responsibility
& face my fears
fear of the unknown
fear of losin u
fear of what they did 2 me
that i did 2 u
im so sorry...,.,
always swore it was love
swore it was love
but why cant i remember the last time i wasnt on drugs?
Fuckk
its time 2 grow up & b real instead of being a fake thug
even tho it was all lies
I swear I was searching for love
I thought I found the answer
& that was meditation
so i kept rapping
about meditation
but every time i was rappin
I wasnt actually meditating
and then i wonder why ii can't escape all this self-hatred
but theres beauty
theres rlly beauty I swear
its not in altered states of consciousness
its literally right there
its the fact that when i make art
ppl actually care
ii love u all so much its time 2 love myself the same way
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